Thursday, October 16, 2008

God doesn't always say YES, why should we?

A while back I was faced with a situation that I had to address with someone that I knew and they came back to me with the all famous "you're supposed to be a christian and I would think that you are supposed to giving and helping people". Not thinking at the time, I was stumped and didn't know how to react to that one.

To clarify and get things "off my chest" at the time, I shared a little of the background with another sister. And almost began to feel guilty again.

My sister then gave me a reply that set me FREE. She said that God doesn't always say YES and give us what we want. I could feel the chains breaking loose. See, God doesn't always give us what we ask for and what we want. He gives us what He knows is best for out lives and the situations that we face. He knows how we are designed and what is best. FATHER knows best. While it may hurt our feelings or make us feel bad that we didn't get what we wanted at that time, we must trust God that he has our best interest at heart. I can think of lots of times that I really wanted something, was close to having it and knew for sure I was getting it. Then, God added a little detour. That wasn't a road block, it was a detour.

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

What does it have to do with me?

Sunday was so awesome and I heard a message that blessed my soul so much. .

I tend to want to be the person who pleases everyone and tries to keep peace, even if I may think that I offended someone I try to apologize because I'm thinking about accountability to God. That is really not a good thing or a way to be in life because it opens the door for major disappointment and hurt.

In my observation of people (myself included), I've noticed that we all have our days and our moments and there are times that we really can't help ourselves. Well, lemme speak about myself. There are times that I really can't help myself.

I was concerning myself about someone that used to communicate with me and I thought that we had a pretty decent respect for one another and I'll just say that it is interesting how this person would talk to me about someone and I would not say anything abd would try to steer the conversation in a more positive direction, then I would end up picking up that stinky attitude that she had. The devil is a liar!!!
I've been noticing that and it would often cause strife between that person that she would normally share her or supposed disdain with. But then after a while I notice that she is building a bond with those same people.

At first, I was a little puzzled by the situation. But, I praise God for the revelation He gave me as I had a chance to review my notes from church on Sunday. And I am determined to stop worrying about things that I no control over. It is not my fault that she is the way she is. I still love her.

I remember sharing with her snippets of a sermon that have ministered to me powerfully and she would look at me and ask me where that came from or what brought it on. And it could've been something that was enlightening to me. But, what fellowship does light have with the darkness. She is not walking with Christ so of course she couldn't understand.

So, with that said, I have to turn her over to God and I continue to lift her up to the Father because I can't do anything for her or about her circumstance(s). That is something that I leave to the Ultimate SuperHero (My God, my ABBA Father) to do... If I can't fix, I leave it to the One who can.

If you are facing a sitation that you know you can't control. Give it to God, He's got the real solution!!!!

HAhahahahaha! Funny, the title of the sermon was "You already have the solution!" Hallelujah!!!!
That is something to shout about! Glory to God!!!! He is worthy of the PRAISE!!!!

Monday, October 6, 2008

Who do you identify with?

Who do you belong to? And what identifier do you use when you are witnessing to people?
Some like to say they identify with a church or a pastor. Some even like to identify themselves with various organizations.
My question to you is, who do you identify with?
It's okay to socialize and have relationships with other people but when you begin to put names of organizations that were started by man or groups of people, what are we saying of ourselves?
Is God getting the glory out of our lives when we pledge our loyalty to and are more dedicated to the events for these organizations?
Please understand, this is not a judgment, but I felt led to post this. Perhaps, there's someone who is torn between a decision that needs to be made about who to be in fellowship with and who not to. I believe that God has given you the wisdom to know what is best for your life and the your spiritual growth in Him.
Pray about it and seek true direction about what to do and what turn to make in your life. He is so faithful to show you the way that you should go.


Sunday, October 5, 2008

Call to Prayer... Shall we continue? God forbid...

Gas prices are soaring, but wait, what gas?! In some places, gas is scarce. Stock markets are taking a nose dive and our country is waging a war for God only knows what that seems to have no end.
Tell me, what are we to do in these perilous times?
Some might suggest that we flee to another country, others have reason to believe that the answer is in going to the polls and pushing the right button.
Don't get me wrong, I know who I would like to vote for in hopes that it would make a change for the better.
But true hope and trust belongs to Jesus Christ. While the world is in a chaotic rut and our economy dwindles out of control, we can rest assure that we can have peace in the midst of the storm.
Have you ever walked into a church anxious and hungry with an expectancy to hear the word of God that would minister to all of us in time to remind us that we are yet victorious because God sent His Son Jesus Christ to die on the cross for our sins. And when he hung on the cross and mumbled the words, "It is finished" that was meant that the cause that He came for was already taken care of.
John 19:30
When he had received the drink, Jesus said, "It is finished." With that, he bowed his head and gave up his spirit.

It's time to take action on our knees to pray for a release of the Holy Spirit upon the church to empower us to reach out to those that are lost.
Every few seconds people are dying and don't even know that there is a God who loves them enough that He sent His only son to die on the cross and whatever sin they are in the midst of and are bound by, they no longer have to be bound by it.
See, most people continue in their sin and wish they had a way out. But many don't know that God has prepared a way of escape.
(1 Corinthians 10:13
No temptation has overtaken you except such as is common to man; but God is faithful, who will not allow you to be tempted beyond what you are able, but with the temptation will also make the way of escape, that you may be able to bear it.)


Time is out for playing church if you are not honoring God or teaching people how to walk in victory each and every day through the Word of God.

We need to pray!!! We need to pray!!!

I don't want to hear about the kind of car you drive, how many houses you have, how many people you have in your social ring... I want to know how I can walk in Victory in my life, I want to know how I can have peace in the midst of the storm, I want to know how to witness the Love of Jesus Christ to those that don't know Him, and all the things that I'm entitled to as a result of totally submitting myself to the will of God.

We need to get to the point where man doesn't matter. Please don't feed me this emotionally charged garbage that doesn't mean a hill of beans to me or my salvation. Either stand up and accept the mandate for the calling on your life or step down before you ruin the souls of people who need to know the Lord for themselves in a real way.

Let's pray for those pastors, preachers, teachers and leaders that they will develop a deeper walk with the Lord and that they will have more a desire to see souls get saved.

It's time for a CHANGE within the body of Christ. The world cannot change until the most powerful institution in the world makes a change first. It's until then that we can make an effective impact on the world.

Outpouring of my heart

My heavenly Father,

I come to you today with a heavy heart and begging you to hear my prayer for my sister who needs you this hour. I knew of her condition but I didn't know the severity of the condition and after seeing her in the hospital after having a stroke, my faith is not gone but truly weakened.
From this situation, I'm learning more and more of the importance of taking time out to talk to people and not to take for granted one moment the time that we will have with one another. Please, my Father, not for me but for her son, heal and restore her health. She is a mighty woman of God that adds great value to the kingdom of God and still has more work to do. Please let this opportunity be a witness and a testimony to the doctors and the nurses that will work with her to see your glory revealed when she is totally restored. I trust you to do just that and believe to share the testimony of her healing. Lord, I thank you. And I believe that it is done, in Jesus' name. Amen.

This prayer was written for a dear sister of mine that is in the hospital in ICU. I went to see her yesterday and to take her a rose because she was heavily on my heart. I had not clue, even though I called the hospital to make sure that she could have visitors, that only immediate family was allowed in. I was, however, able to see her through a window to her room. There was some hope when I saw her moving her legs but I was really hurt to see my friend laying there and I couldn't talk to her or hug her.
Our friendship has a lot of meaning because when I first met her, we used to walk past one another and never speak. And it was two years ago that I asked he is she knew where I could find a phone to call my husband and she let me use hers. From then on, we talked and she was a great encouragement for me. At one point, I hadn't heard from her and that was when I learned that she battles with sickle cell anemia from time to time and her crises come often. She is such a fighter and when I wouldn't hear from her, she would call me and tell me that why I haven't heard from her is because she was dealing with another crises. Her struggles with these crises have caused her to want to give up but I'm glad that she continues to fight and hang in there. I truly thank God for allowing me to look past my own selfish thoughts and to open the door for me to meet a jewel that I've found in my sister. This has taught me to really learn to love on people like it's nobody's business because we don't know what people are going through, what pains they are fighting against, and what they deal with when they're alone.

If you see someone that you may think is unapproachable, take a chance and love on them... you never know, they may be the best friend that you ever will have. My dear friend and sister is from West Africa and through her I've met her beautifully sweet family. And know that when she pulls through this, we're going to talk and rejoice over God's goodness. Thank you for letting me share and pour out my heart.

God bless you...

Lord, Make Me Over

Some time ago, I did a blog posting somewhere that had that title. I can't remember where I posted it or even why but it seems like it is very fitting for a time like this.
I'm writing this because I am at the point now where I don't even want to go to church anymore. That doesn't mean that I'm not saved or that I want to cut off my relationship with God. It means that I'm tired of going to churches where I have to struggle to ask myself if I'm being fed or not.

-----INTERJECTION ----- Picking up where I left off, or at least adding in a little bit...

Well, actually, I can't add anything. All I can do is post this. God will not give me liberty to say anything. Just have to put it out there and leave it be.

This is AWESOME...

1 Timothy 4
Instructions to Timothy
1The Spirit clearly says that in later times some will abandon the faith and follow deceiving spirits and things taught by demons. 2Such teachings come through hypocritical liars, whose consciences have been seared as with a hot iron. 3They forbid people to marry and order them to abstain from certain foods, which God created to be received with thanksgiving by those who believe and who know the truth. 4For everything God created is good, and nothing is to be rejected if it is received with thanksgiving, 5because it is consecrated by the word of God and prayer.

6If you point these things out to the brothers, you will be a good minister of Christ Jesus, brought up in the truths of the faith and of the good teaching that you have followed. 7Have nothing to do with godless myths and old wives' tales; rather, train yourself to be godly. 8For physical training is of some value, but godliness has value for all things, holding promise for both the present life and the life to come.

9This is a trustworthy saying that deserves full acceptance 10(and for this we labor and strive), that we have put our hope in the living God, who is the Savior of all men, and especially of those who believe.

11Command and teach these things. 12Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith and in purity. 13Until I come, devote yourself to the public reading of Scripture, to preaching and to teaching. 14Do not neglect your gift, which was given you through a prophetic message when the body of elders laid their hands on you.

15Be diligent in these matters; give yourself wholly to them, so that everyone may see your progress. 16Watch your life and doctrine closely. Persevere in them, because if you do, you will save both yourself and your hearers.

Why won't they come?

That is the question at hand. Why won't the people come?
Have we lost our zeal to serve the Lord and to reach out to others to invite them to experience the same blessings that we are blessed to have?
Back in the day, when you were down and out and didn't know where you to go, you could always go to the church. When you felt that you couldn't take anymore of life's problems, you could go to the church and there you found hope. We used to have a unique kind of reverence for the church like no other.
We ask ourselves why people aren't compelled to come to the church. The last place that we should point our fingers is at the people. We first need to examine ourselves and ask if what we are doing is lining up with the word of God. Next, if people can embrace one another's cultures in the world, why can't we do that in the church? Why are the most judgmental of people in the church? And why are the meanest people found in the church? Who would want to know God if He is not evident in your life? It's funny because we think that the way we sing or dance in church is the "right" way to do it but it would be mighty funny when we get to heaven and realize that there was another way that was "the" way. One of the most segregated institutions in the world is the church?
Could it be that we're running people away from the church by having pew warmers that go on Sunday morning to clock in and then clock out to return to their normal lives on Monday. Why do we go to church on Sunday and not even try to make a change or even pray for God to give our hearts a makeover?
We ask why the people won't come, but we need to ask ourselves what are we doing to keep them from coming. We need to examine ourselves.

Are you a professional christian?

I stumbled upon this piece on the web and it opened my eyes a little. This makes you take a look at yourself when you profess or call yourself being a christian. If you read this, you will be put in front of the spiritual mirror to see how you line up...

This is amazing...


What is a professional Christian?



A professional Christian is a professed believer in Jesus Christ
who has traded form for substance, inward faith for outward image,
and passion for polished professional religion.

The professional Christian can speak Christianese fluently,
such as Amen, Bless God, and Praise the Lord,
no matter what the state of their heart.
Jesus spoke to broken hearts.

The professional Christian maintains a cool collective demeanor
except when at certain well rehearsed placed in church services,
he smiles, laughs, or shouts "Amen" as if on autopilot.
Jesus wept.

The professional Christian tithes to the exact tenth of his increase
and then binds God to bless him "or else."
Jesus gave freely.

The professional Christian will send a check to help the poor and needy
but not go himself - it's not his ministry.
Jesus lovingly touched unclean lepers with His bare hand.

The professional Christian avoids the appearances of evil
lest "God's" image be tarnished.
Jesus let prostitutes weep at His feet
and was known for being a friend to sinners.

The professional Christian pursues movements
and well known ministries coveting the title "ministry partner."
Jesus pursued lost sheep.

The professional Christian sees tragedy strike
and knows with a shaking head that God's judgments are just.
Jesus was moved with compassion.

The professional Christian has a certain religious look, hair, and confident swagger
- after all, King's kids should have the best of everything.
Jesus hung naked and unashamed before the world.

The professional Christian makes church clubs
where anyone meeting their social, economic,
and educational standard are welcome.
Jesus promised that His Father would freely give
His kingdom to anyone who believed in Him.

The professional Christian loves other professionals
and greets them at church services with big bear hugs,
provided they aren't too annoying, don't sing off key,
and use generous amounts of deodorant.
Jesus loved the hurting outcasts who had no proper place to bathe.

The professional Christian drives the latest car, wears the latest fashions,
and the best watch. I mean, Jesus already paid the price of sacrifice already, right?
Jesus usually walked, lost his clothes to gambling soldiers,
and well, songwriter Ray Stevens answered the watch dilemma - no Rolex.

The professional Christian can quote every prosperity verse in the Bible,
unencumbered by context and condition.
Jesus knew the moment by moment heart of the Father.

The professional Christian has the formulas down:
the seven steps to great sex in marriage,
the three keys to victory,
the nine reasons God wants him rich.
Jesus retreated to solitary places
and often spent whole nights in prayer to know the Father's will.

The professional Christian loves the world,
the things of the world, and wants the world to love him, too.
He calls it, "Covenant Blessing."
Jesus calls it compromise.

The professional Christian has a form of godliness
but denies the power of it.
Jesus will tell him, "Depart, for I never knew you."

May God deliver us from our willing love of darkness
so that godly sorrow will work true repentance into our hearts.
May we love the Light of the world as He reproves
and exposes corruption in us calling us to a new life
and sweet freedom in Christ.



Bryan Hupperts, a former professional Christian
(with Thanks to Dr. Harvey Brown - Evangelist of Impact Ministries)

What an AWESOME and mighty GOD we serve

Okay, let me start off with some good news then I'll follow with some somewhat detailed background information about what I'm about to share...

In yesterday's blog, I was quite bothered with how things went with my neighbor and how I raised my voice when I was talking to her, not to mention my stinky attitude towards my neighbors after that. That was something that I was not proud of and I wish I could've turned back time and handled myself differently. All that stuck in my head was a statement that she made about "not being christian". That stuck with me through the whole night and kept me from getting the much needed rest that I so desperately needed.

The whole night I tossed and turned and tossed and turned, tried teas and everything to relax me and nothing worked. But the whole time I just remembered praying that God would take the burden from me and I began naming things that I wanted to remove from my thoughts and my life and confessed and repented and just poured out my heart to God. The awesome thing is that today I went to church with my husband. (More details on that to follow). Boy, was I ready to get into the church house today and just press my way in to God in a real way!

Service started off with a prayer to set the atmosphere to receive and hear from God. Now, let me also say that everything that was weighing on me was kept to me and I didn't share any of this with my husband at all. And one of the ministers came over and began praying specifically for the areas in my life that needed to be dealt with. The Holy Spirit lifted that weight from me and there was a release in the place. God removed a yoke that was heavily on me last night. When I got home from church some other kids from the neighborhood were here asking if my son could come out and he was so much into his game that that left me entertaining his little friends. That was quite fun.

I was so tired that I couldn't go to sleep for a good while but then I laid down and had a blessed nap for two hours and woke up refreshed.

Now, I promised to give a background about going to church with my husband. I know there are people praying for me in that area and I thank God for that. For a while I stopped going with my husband to church for various reasons but nothing that anyone had done. I wanted to experience a different type of teaching and it was fun and really didn't have any idea that I would end up going back to my husband; I even tried to talk him into joining another church. Well, I guess when God has plans, He knows how to fulfill His purpose in you. I went back today and told my hubby that I'm going to worship with him. I decided to try to see if I can get back on the dance ministry after taking months of breaks and it was agreed that I can come to rehearsals but need a time of restoration for a couple to a few months and I'm fine with that.
Even my hubby, who's glad to have me back, said that I can't be active on the dance team for a while and I respect him as the pastor of my home in that.

I thank God for Him showing me that there's no perfect church and no one is above sinning. We all have sinned and come short of His glory. And we're all here by the Grace of God. When it comes to people who have negative things to say about a church, a person, or whatever, I have to learn to let them know that I'm not interested in hearing it. Even when I don't want to take part in giving my opinion on something, I find that it's just as easy to get influenced if I try to be a listening ear. And some people may be able to listen and throw it out but I'm not capable of that and that means that I have to put the brakes on conversations that will cause me to have a negative outlook on things.

Unfortunately, there are some relationships that I have had to or have to cast aside and sacrifice for the sake of having peace and knowing that I'm not partaking in talking about anyone. There are yet other issues that I deal with but and relying on God to help me make it through it.

Through it all, I've learned to trust in Jesus, I've learned to trust in God.

Oh, be careful!!!

Do you remember that song you used to sing in Sunday School or on the church bus on the way home from church or to church? The one that says "Oh be careful little ears what you hear and be careful little mouth what you say"?

Boy, what a life lesson you get when you hear that song. You know, for the last few weeks and longer than that if you really want to be honest, I've struggled with trying to stay away from listening to people complain about other people, gossip, or just talk badly about others. My desire is to be able to have the ability to show myself friendly and still maintain boundaries that will keep me in line with the Word of God. I find myself failing a lot with that. And then I try to be a good listener and then notice that I allow the things that people say affect how I feel about someone. I know this is a serious call for prayer and even more consecration but why does it seem so hard to do?

It's amazing to see that people who aren't saved are nicer than me and seem to be more giving and I look at myself and feel like I'm being selfish.

Please pray that God will help me through this and you know, I know that He will. There's never been a time that He hasn't come through for me.

A testimony from the PAST

When I was in the first grade, children used to day that there was a ‘Green Lady’ that used to come after the little children. Well, after playing on the playground, I saw some green paint that was spilled and thought it was the remains of the Green Lady. The belief in that ficticious character put fear in my hear and made me not want to go to school.

One morning, I was in tears because I was afraid to go to school for fear of being attacked by the Green Lady. My mom told me that I need to read and recite the 23rd Psalm and when I get scared to say it, it would help me. My mom, being a single mom at the time, availed herself to God’s awesome power to lead me to learn this powerful chapter of the Bible. I thank God for that.

I remember walking to the babysitter by myself from school one day and feeling fear come over me. I was only 6 years old, there were crossing guards, patrols, no teachers walking with me, or anyone to walk me out of that big school building. And I remember, like my mom told me to do, to say the 23rd Psalm.

As I walked and watched, I began to say…

The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want. 2He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters.

3He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name’s sake.

4Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.

5Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.

6Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever.”

And I made it home safely. God helped me to see that He is not a man that He should lie.

That set the pace for my spiritual walk for the rest of my life.